EssAy_HeaRt sTOrY

我并没有看小说的习惯 , 但是不拒绝看...

尤其是爱情小说 , 橘子的作品最为贴切...

近期阅读了一本... ' 寂寞 无上限'

里面其中一篇故事中的一句 , 最触动我心的是...

' 最让女人难忘的男人 , 往往不是最爱她的那个 , 而是伤她最深的... '

我曾经也忘不了 , 那个他...事实上是不可能忘...

爱是很奇妙的...

不管是朋友还是知己 , 甚至是我自己...

不知道什么原因 , 就是爱他...当时...

为了他 , 伤害了很多人...

我失去的不止是时间金钱 , 连我的爱 , 也被抛弃了...

换来的 , 是一句... ' 我从来没爱过你 '...

就算已经对对方没有爱 , 胸口还是传来一阵刺痛...

深思....爱情里不但要体会 , 也要学习...

我把忘不了的 , 锁在心底最深的地方...忽略...

我 , 学习坚强...打开心 , 让我现在的他 , 走进我的世界...

他 , 是我现在 , 也希望未来 , 都是我唯一的一切...

人无法预知自己能遇到什么样的人...

但我们能选择 , 让什么人走进我们的世界...

会遇到的...那个让你幸福的人...

EssAY_lOvE sTylE

爱.简单

当我哭泣时,
希望你能为我擦去泪水,
给我一个紧紧的拥抱...
当我寂寞时,
希望你能为我说个笑话,
给我一个温暖的微笑...

当我发脾气时,

我希望你会说...

"我知道你只能对我发脑骚,

所以我一声不语"

当我在生气时,

我希望你会说...

"我知道你担心我,

但我不会做出伤害自己的事"

当我在小气时,

我希望你会说...

"我知道你在乎我,

就像我也把你当成我的宝贝"

当我不让你和朋友外出,

我希望你会说...

"我知道你怕我忽略你,

但你永远不会消失在我的世界"

当我不让你和女生接触,

我希望你会说...

"我知道你怕我离开你,

但从我爱上你那天起, 就永远不会"

当我不服气时,

我希望你会不停地和我认输,

让我当赢家...

当我不睬你时,

我希望你会不停地出现在我面前,

让我不能忽视你的存在...

当我不回你信息,

我希望你会不停地发甜蜜的讯息给我,

让我即使生气, 也会回心一笑...

当我在深夜无法入睡,
我希望你会说...
"宝贝, 怎么还不快睡, 老公在梦里等你呢! "
让我就算难入眠, 也能甜在心头...
当我和你说我爱你,
我希望你会说...
"我也爱你宝贝, 比你对我的爱再加上万倍! "
让我就算觉得不可以输给你,
却能明白, 幸福就是如此...

女生常和男生说,

我们要得很简单...

其实, 真的只是这么

简单.爱...

EmoTIoN_CrY & saD

26 Dec 2009

went to klang...
cuz sis going to Muar...
nobody accompany me at home...
so my dad wanna me go back to klang with him...
my dad , mum and me have dinner at jusco...
actually my dad wanna watch '十月围城'...
damn shit !!...
the gal who sales ticket do not allow me to buy ticket...
so...my mum say shopping...
i bought a new pair of shoes...^^..hehe...
at night...my dear say he hang out with friends...
i watching tv so we din sms at tat time...
i sms him when i finished the movie...
i cant send out massage n cant call him oso...
fuck !...he tell me he at 火美人!!...
good good...wat oso din tell me...
let me worry bout him...
after tat, went for FENG TOU !!...
ha...so bannai 1...
damn angry n sad...
cant sleep in the night...
i think i can control...
but, my tears still falling out...

27 Dec 2009

whole day feel like don wan to sms with him...

but he apologize to me...

at night, when im almost wanna forgive him...

he do a wrong things again...

i sms him...but he din reply...

i wait n wait n wait...

after tat i calling him...

fuck again !...

he tell me he asleep...

really very tired to argue already...

today...

he say sorry again...

i say i don wanna argue again...

after tat,he asking me...

izit i wanna end our relationship?..cuz he don know me?...

wat the stupid question is it?!!...

i really really wanna go die...

HELP ME

EmoTIoN_hAPpY

*24 Dec 2009
*Christmas eve

it is a happy day...^^

just stay n spent with dear...

accompany dear play snooker with his fren...

after tat, over night at dear house...

9 o'clock in the morning...

i went back to my own house...

cuz dear nid to work...

feel like have something not enough...

damn miss my laogong...>.<

btw...

MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVELY DARLING n MY SWEETIE FRENZ!!

LovE soNg

Sweet sweet song...
love this so much...
hope you're enjoing it~...


Marc Terenzi
love to be loved by you

be a stronger women...

because you're not the one i needed...

all already passed...

Jessica Mauboy
because

EmoTIoN_hAPpY

DATE : 16.12.2009

DAYS : Tuesday

laogong early finished his car learning...

so i went for shopping with dear...

hehe..

dear bought things to me o...

thank you laogong war~...

so long times dint gonging out with dear jor...

really very happy...^^

My NEW Pic

my only regret was not free time to taking photo with laogong ><...

My War-Li Products

Price : RM 25

Location : T.Square

Price : RM 35.90


Location : Watson's




Price : RM 25


Location : T.Square

TiREd

PC FAIR has over...

so tired war~...

already 3 days cant sleep til comfortable...

dream oso STREAMYX STREAMYX STREAMYX !!...

like get poisoning...

watever so many ppl went for pc fair...

but i still less sales leh...

haiz...

maybe i still not enough experience lo...

btw...all have passed...

i wan get rest...

VIVA SLEEP !!!

EssAY_lOvE sTylE

舍不得...
你的呵护,
你的温柔,
你的体贴;
你牵手的方式,
你拥抱的臂弯,
你亲吻的热情...

我不爱了,
虽然忘不了...



再难过的回忆,
再痛苦的伤痕,
即使心痛得无法呼吸...
一直提醒自己,
哭过就好了...

EssAy_HeaRt sTOrY

最近常说一句话...

"在你面对抉择,

最终的选择不一定是我..."

在你心里...

什么是最重要的.?.

我又排在第几呢..?

知道吗...

从我和你在一起那天开始,

我就不是原本的我...

不管是爱以个人的方式,

还是与爱的人如何相处,

我都改变与以往不同...

直到如今...

我有时候也会不认识自己...

不快乐的心情,

愤怒的不稳定,

再多的情绪,

已无法一一向奴你倾诉...

你有你的压力,

而我,

不想变成你的压力之一...

我收起一切,

埋在心里,不出声...

cOnfUSe